Title: Love Abstract
Author: B.L. Berry
BLURB
Things aren't always what they seem.
And in the light, Sleeping Shadows awaken and truths are exposed.
Love...
I love you.
Of all the lies he ever told me, that is my favorite.
Deceit...
Phoenix isn't who he thinks he is.
He is what he hides.
I know that now.
Lies...
His lies became so real he started to believe them,
deceiving even himself.
His silence lies, too.
The truth won't set you free. It will destroy you.
Love is deceptive like that.
Prologue
Phoenix
It all started with a little white
lie.
A lie of omission, if you want to
be technical.
But somewhere along the way, that
little white lie turned into a massive, gaping black hole, mercilessly sucking
in every facet of my life bit by fucking bit.
I’ve done everything I can to protect Ivy, to keep her
out of my screw up. But one day she’s
going to find out. And I know I need to tell her before someone else does. I
need her to understand. I need her forgiveness. I need her to hear the
sincerity in my words, my apology.
I can only hope that Ivy is
open-minded and understanding enough to accept my past transgressions as she’s accepted her own. She has to accept me as I accepted her,
fuck ups and all, right?
Ivy knows I’m not myself. I haven’t been myself in what feels like
years. She can see the guilt of an unnamed crime written all over my face, but
for whatever reason, she chooses not to say anything. Maybe she’s terrified of what the truth will
bring?
She should be.
And frankly, so am I.
The demons of my past haunt me
every fucking day. I wish things had unfolded differently. I never imagined
that one decision could ever bite me in the ass like it has. But I can’t turn back time and rewrite the
past without changing the course of my present … my future. The choices I made ultimately led me to
her. And she is all that is good in my life …
The one
thing going right.
And I won’t give that up without a fight.
The streetlight streaming in
through the cracks in the blinds is just enough to illuminate our bedroom. I’ve been awake for hours; my mind
racing to all the dark places I hate visiting.
I sit up, careful not to stir Ivy.
Her hair cascades across her pillow. She looks so beautiful when she’s asleep. There’s no worry in her face, and she is
just at peace with the world. Everything about this woman was created
specifically for me. I can watch her for a single moment and easily find one
thousand new things I love about her.
Over the past few weeks, I’ve perfected the fine art of
quietly escaping our bedroom. I stealthily make my way to the door and slowly
turn the handle. I look back over my shoulder and watch her sigh in her sleep.
She’s snoring softly,
and I just know.
I know that this is it.
She is it.
Most guys would never admit the
moment they knew they wanted to marry the love of their life.
Then again, I’m not most guys.
I’m just an asshole. Quite possibly the luckiest asshole
in the history of assholes.
And who knows how long my luck will
last.
Because today is going to be the
day I come clean and tell her what happened.
And this time I mean it.
Book 1
Title: Love Nouveau
Series: The Art of Falling
Author: B.L. Berry
Blurb
The only thing inevitable in love is despair.
I knew from the start that he would wreck me.
Nothing could have prepared me for the day he walked into my life ...
or the day he walked out of it.
I self-destructed.
All that remained was a shell of the girl I once was.
SHATTERED.
And I don't know if I'll ever recover.
About B.L. Berry
B.L. Berry is many things. A New Adult author. A self-proclaimed music whore. A long-course triathlete. A marketing savant. And a full-time working mom. While there are never enough hours in the day, she does the best she can to get things done and hopes for technological advances in human cloning.
When she’s not hiding behind her computer writing, you can find her spending time with her family or catching up on her favorite TV shows. Rumor has it she’ll sleep when she’s dead.
She is Canadian by birth. Mexican by marriage. Chicagoan by heart. Kansan by choice. Jayhawk purely by common sense.
Residing outside of Kansas City, she lives with her husband, two children and black pug. Each day her family thanks the makers of e-Readers, because without which they would be living amongst stacks and stacks of romance novels. Conversely, each day B.L. Berry thanks the makers of e-Readers for hiding her book-hoarding tendencies.
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